Tuesday, May 15, 2012

From Unconditional Love Facebook wall photos

''I can hardly wait for tomorrow, it means a new life for me everyday''

Sometimes I take the time to look around me, really look, and feel - feel what is.  Lately, there have been some challenges in my life but, amidst those challenges, I have felt peace. I have felt happiness.  

After reflecting, I believe it's because I have felt so much pain, stress and heartbreak in the past with my husband and with circumstances in my life; that, where I'm at right now, is bliss.   

Everyday I get stronger, everyday I become more who I'm meant to be.  It took a long time for the layers of stress and walls I had built around me to come down so I could just begin to recognize and feel this bit of happiness. I still have a way to go.  It's a long journey I'm on.  

I'm starting over again with literally nothing!  No home, no possessions that amount to any kind of value.  I have very little money and a lot of debt.  I'm on my own and I'm happy.  

I have been given a gift.  I am FREE, I'm free to feel happiness and to become who I'm meant to be.  It's just me, Jake and God now.  

He is leading me every day to where He needs me to be.  He speaks to me when I need to hear him and He teaches me to trust him.   

When one has felt such suffering, there is nothing like having the weight of heartache lifted - then, one can truly appreciate happiness.  I know that to be true.  

     ~ TR

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